It's time to stop

Our final will be held in two weeks time. I guessed it's time to stop fbing and blogging ;-( I find it very hard to motivate myself, can anyone please help me with this? Or you guys are struggling hard to overcome the same problem as well :-p
Gud luck for myself and to you guys all the best for final.

Friday morning is supposed to be a relaxing one,but...

How am i going to relax when one of the most important result (which is going to leave a great impact on my life after this) is coming out today? I guess this is how a father-to-be will feel when his wife is delivering. Stressed, worry, nervous, excited, these are all the result of adrenaline, the stress hormone. Ah ha there is one way to stop this, that is by taking BETA-blocker. Now i understand why students taking drugs are on the rise. Here i wish all IELTS candidates on 10/10/2009 gud luck and all the best. The count down to 9am has officially began...

Morning.
Just recover from the aftermath of bio test. Huh, there is another to come- bio, chem, math, stat... driving me crazy =.= KEEP TELLING MYSELF I CAN DO IT. GAMBATE! Suddenly remember about The Pearl yesterday. Got the feeling that Im turning into Kino, the main character who pursued an ideal life but in the end had to mourn the death of his son because of that. Start to ask myself, is it right to pursue a life which is different from the others? What are the obstacles that need to be overcome?Is there anyone to be there for me when I'm down? Last time i use to think that my dad is a giant, he looks tall, strong, and "unbreakable". Today he is still a giant to me, just that the feeling is different, he does not seem to be "unbreakable" anymore. I wonder why, and my roommate provided me the answer: You have grown up, dear, you are no longer seeing thing with a little girl's view. That's why thing that use to appear big to you suddenly turns out to be a very small one. Yea I'm a big girl now, and i got to be STRONG.